I don't know where this blog is going

I told Ms. Vu on Friday that I intend on maintaining this blog. I do this often though. Tell myself I plan to keep up with journal entries and a general logging of my thoughts, so we shall see. I would like to establish a type of theme, something that is more focused than some of my previous writing. My original idea was to discuss mundane or not so mundane events of my life and some way look at a larger lesson I could take from each occurrence. I also wrestle with the idea of discussing a journey of personal discovery.

I constantly feel like I am on unsteady ground, with no firm grasp on anything around me. I know I can not be the only one out there to feel this way. I might be able to find other people who feel this same way.

Although I previously wrote that I no longer wanted to dedicate any entries to my love life, I feel now that maybe it would be more valuable for me to share. I can work through my emotions and thoughts in a more organized manner.

I don't know where this blog is going, I just know it was helpful to me. I enjoy writing most days, as I notice it both improves my writing as well as it allows me to work through all the thoughts that fly through my head. There are too many things to handle at the moment, I can not pin one down for observation or analysis. So for now, I plan to bask in the unknown.

testing

Fortune Sides With She Who Dares

Fortune sides with she who dares . I stumbled upon this saying at work one day. I think at some point I would like to have it tatooed. For some reason it holds a lot of significance for me. It reminds me to dream, to be brave, to take risks, because there is no point in living life if we don't take risks. Risks seem to pay off more often than playing it safe or being ordinary. Ordinary seems boring, daring is more adventurous and I think in the long run bares more rewards. This saying also reminds me of "well behaved women rarely make history." I do not strive to be well behaved. Maybe it's silly, but in some way I want my daring efforts to make history one day. Whatever those daring efforts might one day be.